We’ve had a few visitors and some interest in our apartment, hopefully we’re going to sell it soon but a big change in my life always triggers separation symptoms, I’m thinking of moving out on my own if we sell this place but it’s not in my heart.
Other than that, I’ve been working a lot, I feel overwhelmed sometimes by the amount of work I have to do managing this illness.
I’m gonna go for a long walk in the sun.
Do you love baby pictures? I love my friend’s kids from afar, I am nice, I hug them and buy them gifts but is it the medication side effect that makes me afraid of the kids. My cousin had a baby boy and they sent me pictures but I don’t feel anything, I feel awkward around babies.
Thank you, maybe you’re right. Living with intrusive thoughts did a big damage. What if I pass my genes to this tiny human. I can not do that to a person.