Help. I keep hearing my little girls voice (i call her my lil’ dumpling)
and im calling out “Daddys Here!!” but no one is answering.
Its xmas again - and im missing my girl. Ive already told my mother that im seeing her, but im not. I wanna believe it - and i thought if i lied - it would come true.
Help. Im turning into a Fck up. Best i could do is take all my pills and kill myself. I CANT deal with the pain anymore.
I keep hearing little ones voice saying “daddy i love you” - and i know its in my head, but i dont wanna believe it. Mums cut off contact again - and its broken me. Im getting the “im an angel for children” stuff back again.
There is a crisis line i can ring. Yes - your both right. Ive got to learn to help myself in situations like this.
I WANNA believe that im psychic tho - and little one is sending me her love
Ill phone the crisis team - and ask to up my meds for the week.
Sorry to be a pain. x
That’s just the thing, though- sometimes you just can’t help yourself but have to accept help from others. If you are having this much trouble, it would probably do you good to go seek out that help. Just please be safe and know that you have all of us to rely on, too.
If you are feeling suicidal, please tell someone — a friend or family member, a teacher, a doctor or therapist or call 911 (if you’re in the U.S.) or the Emergency Medical Services phone number in your country.
You can also call a suicide prevention hotline—these are available in the U.S. and in many other countries.
Ive phoned 101 (NHS line) - and GP said i could do a full 600mg Quietiapine - and no @anon57786250, i not been on the weed mate, been clean 7 months. @Ooorgle Yes - ive got the headphones on listening to Voce8 off Spotify,
Im just waiting for the drugs to kick in. Im having a wobble. Hearing my girls voice just broke my heart tho :(. I want her to know that Daddy still loves her.
Pray for me that i have a long restful sleep.
Thank you very much for your support xx xx
I’m in a similar boat, my friend. Also separated from my kid and dealing with stupid “psychic powers” delusions. I hear my child’s voice in my head every once in awhile too.
Thanks for the support guys. Im feeling miles better after a good sleep.
Just a wobble. I took extra pills last night - and im on weeklys, but the GP said they would do an electronic script to the chemist so im covered.
I had to laugh - i read my stars - saying i was Psychic lol.
(NO i dont believe it lol)