Hello it’s been a looong time since I’ve been to the site. As a matter of fact I never registered for the new site until today. I see some familiar names and I think some of you may remember me…I hope!
I am doing very well these days I am grateful to say. Thought I would say hello 
aww @Rayne welcome back !! I still wondered how you were, how are you where you are now and your daughter? Do you still work? Glad to see you posting again. I live in Oklahoma now and am divorced. I have a girlfriend named Angie. Merry Christmas !!
Hello @Rayne! I remember you! Glad to hear you’re doing well. I wondered about how you were holding up. May I be the first to welcome you back! 
Thanks so much for the welcome Alien and it’s sure nice to know I was thought of :). I hope you are well too
Thanks @Rayne, I’m doing very well these days. How is the Christmas season treating you?
Hi jukebox I am glad to see you on the site! My daughter and I are doing well I am happy to say. For the most part things are looking up for us. Things are not so dark anymore how are you?
Hmmmm I’m not sure @alien99. I’m doing well but i do not have energy and did not decorate this year. I guess that bothers me. Also I do not have the energy to clean for the holidays but I’m happy about my Christmas plans. How are you feeling about the season
I’m looking forward to tomorrow and of course, Christmas itself. We will be having friends and family over. Looking forward to seeing the kids’ reaction. Lots of cool stuff going on.
We hardly decorated too. The tree is a joke. LOL We cleaned today. That was not a lot of fun, but at least now it’s done.
I’m going to reach long into the past and ask if you are still doing the usher gig? Are you working these days? I am on disability still.
I stick to doing errands and trying to stay busy. I stopped smoking cigarettes since October 11th. I still chew nicotine gum. I just recently have given up weed and alcohol and I really messed up about two weeks ago with alcohol and took out a loan I was about to pay off and now I won’t pay it off until May next year. bummed. oh well, I’ve learned I can’t drink. I fly off the hinges. other than that little bump in the road it’s a pretty happy life these days for me. I am so pleased to hear you are doing better. perhaps more stable??
Oh yah the usher thing haha @alien99. No I took another job about a year and a half ago helping support people with mental health issues. It’s been great. I am also a student again which I’m happy about. I am also still on disability as I only work part time. I was happy to give up the usher thing as I found it stressful when people would sit in the wrong seat or show up late. We could only let them in between musical pieces they weren’t alud cameras but they would try anyway. I would have to deal with all that so finally I said no thanks haha
Yes @jukebox I am much more balanced now. my hard work is paying off. I still have a questionable relationship with money myself but I’m aware of it and trying to shift it
Haha! I think dealing with pretentious, self-entitled people would get under my skin too.
That’s great you’re supporting the mentally ill. Kudos!
This makes my day! I was afraid you slipped down the rabbit hole. SO, SO happy you’re flourishing. Good job on going to school too! An education is paramount to success in life.
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Used to post here under a different name. Remember you. Glad to see you back. Hope you are doing well.
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Thanks @alien99 I am happy about how things are for me. I actually feel happy and emotionally balanced. It’s such a relief!
Hi @pixel. Thank you for the welcome back!
Sure beats turmoil. If you ever need to talk, feel free to PM me. 
Thanks @alien99. Hmmmmm now I just need to figure out how to do that hehe
In a thread, click on my user name next to my avatar, and it will pop up to where you can send me a private message. You can also do it through your avatar in the upper right corner. Hope this helps.
Thanks your instructions worked for me. I did try to private message you but my iPad or my server is giving me issues. It’s so frustrating sometime. I think it’s my service provider is the problem
I sent you a PM. You should receive a notification in the upper right corner where there is a green number 1. Let me know if it’s working.