Hello, I'm back, with my tail between my legs ;-)

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Hello everyone, I hope you are all doing ok. I’m back after my break. I said I was leaving, I wanted to work on my book, I figured I go back to uni and become a paramedic or join the police force. I was totally deluded. I got real high and didn’t have the insight to realise what was going on. It went from elated to irritable to me just being a horrible person to be around, my poor boyfriend was begging me to phone my psychiatrist, because I was apparently a nightmare to be around, ranting and raving and cursing and swearing and breaking stuff. I realise now I was manic, thankfully I gave into my boyfriend’s begging and spoke to my doc, she upped my meds and I am feeling a lot more normal.

So yeah, here I am back, with my tail between my legs, realising I am not the saviour of the world or a famous author, I’m just me, and a little bit mad. I want to thank you all for the support and kind messages you have given me during my time on this forum, and for making me feel welcome and part of a community. You guys are awesome! xx

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well I’m glad you are feeling more stable !! good for you for listening to your pdoc.

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You may not be the saviour of the world but you are a great forum.schizophrenia user. :slight_smile:

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That’s so great that you have a boy friend who could get through to you. Hang on to that one.

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Thanks @Zeno, that’s a lovely thing to say.

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Thanks @PinCushion, and I will try my best to hold onto this one. I know I’m not easy to live with, I’m lucky to have him.

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