Sitting here crying while my husband sits next to me not saying a word. Just watching his movie. I am so heartbroken over is. I am getting over him and my marriage is falling apart. I’m so unhappy with him. But I rely on him so much. ■■■■! Can’t make up my mind on leaving or not. Wish I had somewhere besides my parents house to go. Im pretty sure if I could afford my own place I’d be gone. Need a drink but he doesn’t want me to have one. So I sit here in misery. Feeling way to many feelings. Having way to many bad thoughts. My heart hurts. Wish I could sleep this all away.
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Hope ur husband understand ur plight…!! Take care saywhat… good luck for the trail of iti 101.!!
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Yeah he doesnt. And thank you! Just a few more days until I start.
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Feel for you, satwhaat. probably to search for a copy of “The Five Love languages” in your library to get some insight into what kind of problem inside of your marriage? Love without knowledge is blind. That book is really insightful and helpful to my marriage.
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Thank you so much for the advice. Looking the book up right now.
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Im sorry you are going through such a rough time. I know from your posts that you’ve had a lot to deal with lately. Maybe you and you husband just need some time to figure things out. I hope you can work things out. Wish you the best.
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I’m sorry to hear things are so bad.
How long have you been married?
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Thanks. Yeah hasn’t been easy lately.
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Only a couple months. Think I can still get it annulled.
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Maybe try to work it out first?
couples counseling?
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Yeah he wants to work it out. Just not sure if I do at this point.
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Ok, that’s fair enough too. You don’t have to.
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Not sure what I want. Seen an old friend and it went awful. Made me miss my husband. Maybe I will try to work it out.
Don’t be afraided and bring him a good meal,
Give him attention and he will pay it back,
Be strong🔧
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I think making that major decision of leaving, at this time, could be tricky.
Many people with MI, even when using medicine, do not do well with even one big life change. You have got at least two that I know of (moving and newly married).
Then we throw in you are not taking medicine (yet) because of a trial study and wow…
I know you are very confused, sad and stressed.
If it means anything to you, I think your doing better than I would under the same circumstances.
Try to put this decision off until after your settled into your new place for two months. The trials will start soon?
Have you already picked out your new place???
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