Did it feel good? >____>
dont subject yourself to that ā ā ā ā dude, get some hobbies man.
more to life than demoralizing yourself.
I have plenty of hobbies and getting manic and having kinky sex is not a baseline, normal part of my life.
I donāt know how I feel about it.
this guyās trolling
Please put Trigger in your subject line before posting things like this
Iām not that innocent, but what is waterboarding?
Iām thinking Gtmo Cubaā¦
Hi you need to tap into the gay community type gay community in your area they usually have things like nightclubs, coffee shops, support groups.
ETc. itās ok if your gay and its ok if your not.
Exactly how it sounds.
Water boarding is torture by wetting a clothe and putting it over someoneās mouth to make them feel like they are drowning.
I canāt really give any advice on controlling your behaviour while in a manic episode, but I wanted to say you have no need to feel ashamed about your sexual behaviour. Sexuality is such a wide and complex part of being human, and as long as what happens is consensual, then there is no need for shame. If you enjoy something, great, if you donāt, then youāll learn from that and not do it again, but please, donāt feel shame or guilt about trying kinky stuff, and if you do, since you were manic and not in full control of your actions, try to forgive yourself if you feel you were acting out of character.