Have you given paranoid responses on Facebook because you thought they were talking about you?
Yeah that I’ve done. Also in rl talking to people.
Next time I’ll just s t f u when I become aware of it.
Are there any tips for me to not do that again?
In part you will ramble incoherent stuff. The sooner you get conscious about maybe beeing ill and shut tf out, the sooner you’ll stop.
They live was my leidmotiv I don’t know if you saw that movie. From there I added my own spice to it.
I hope I’m not a jerk for doing it.
They live is a good place to start
Yeah one time i was dancing on the ping pong table to imagine dragons (the band) in the psych ward. I cant quite remember what i was thinking but it was definitely some insane delusion.
You just tell that you are very stressed and need some time.
I did a lot worse than that. I went up to this guy with his handicapped son and i said god wants to heal him. (Voices were telling me to do it). Got yelled at by the guy but i wouldnt take no for an answer and so he let me pray over him anyway.
That was in the mens changeroom at the public pool…
Which I regularly went to and they did as well.
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Another one I went up to these people and insisted they take this loaf of sandwiches I made as they were for them.
I had no idea who they were.
And then dozens of bizzare things at my parents place. That was prob the worst.
I feel humiliated. I thought they were talking about watching me and told them to stop watching me. It was only a delusion but a lot of people thought I was mean and stupid.
Once I could only think about insulting people in the most despreciable ways. Like shouting them in the street and whatnot. I could order a pizza at my pizza place tho. Then, straight to the doctor.
You can tell true friends from a psychotic break. Rest of the people don’t matter that much to me.
This could be a scene in an Adam Sandler film
I thought my brother and father were trying to get me to drink a poisonous solution we had here for cleaning guitar fretboards and ice cream. I don’t know why but that is what I thought. I was pretty embarrassed, even though no one knew.
Man I never doubted my parents. They were the only ones I never had a doubt.
That’s a good spot to be in. My mother called me saying she had the key to my booksafe when I was in psychosis. I don’t know why and what was in there, it was empty as far as I know. And nothing incriminating anywhere. I bought it to hide money and cannabis from people.
My father lectured me while I was in a manic psychosis of how they kicked him out of his house when they had me, when I asked if I could stay here permanently. I don’t know why he did that to this day.
I thought that the police were staking out my apartment from the apartment across from mine, so I knocked on the door to turn myself in…and there was my neighbor, no police, and me looking a damn fool for waking him up at 2 am.
I just went through something embarrassing. I thought someone was talking about me on Facebook so I told them to stop reading my mind.