Have you done anything that embarrassed you because of your delusions?

Have you given paranoid responses on Facebook because you thought they were talking about you?

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Yeah that I’ve done. Also in rl talking to people.

Next time I’ll just s t f u when I become aware of it.

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Are there any tips for me to not do that again?

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In part you will ramble incoherent stuff. The sooner you get conscious about maybe beeing ill and shut tf out, the sooner you’ll stop.

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They live was my leidmotiv I don’t know if you saw that movie. From there I added my own spice to it.

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I hope I’m not a jerk for doing it.

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They live is a good place to start :dizzy:

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Yeah one time i was dancing on the ping pong table to imagine dragons (the band) in the psych ward. I cant quite remember what i was thinking but it was definitely some insane delusion.

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You just tell that you are very stressed and need some time.

I did a lot worse than that. I went up to this guy with his handicapped son and i said god wants to heal him. (Voices were telling me to do it). Got yelled at by the guy but i wouldnt take no for an answer and so he let me pray over him anyway.

That was in the mens changeroom at the public pool…

Which I regularly went to and they did as well.

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Another one I went up to these people and insisted they take this loaf of sandwiches I made as they were for them.
I had no idea who they were.

And then dozens of bizzare things at my parents place. That was prob the worst.

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I feel humiliated. I thought they were talking about watching me and told them to stop watching me. It was only a delusion but a lot of people thought I was mean and stupid.

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Once I could only think about insulting people in the most despreciable ways. Like shouting them in the street and whatnot. I could order a pizza at my pizza place tho. Then, straight to the doctor.

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You can tell true friends from a psychotic break. Rest of the people don’t matter that much to me.

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This could be a scene in an Adam Sandler film

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I thought my brother and father were trying to get me to drink a poisonous solution we had here for cleaning guitar fretboards and ice cream. I don’t know why but that is what I thought. I was pretty embarrassed, even though no one knew.

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Man I never doubted my parents. They were the only ones I never had a doubt.

That’s a good spot to be in. My mother called me saying she had the key to my booksafe when I was in psychosis. I don’t know why and what was in there, it was empty as far as I know. And nothing incriminating anywhere. I bought it to hide money and cannabis from people.
My father lectured me while I was in a manic psychosis of how they kicked him out of his house when they had me, when I asked if I could stay here permanently. I don’t know why he did that to this day.

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I thought that the police were staking out my apartment from the apartment across from mine, so I knocked on the door to turn myself in…and there was my neighbor, no police, and me looking a damn fool for waking him up at 2 am.

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I just went through something embarrassing. I thought someone was talking about me on Facebook so I told them to stop reading my mind.

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