I’ve made some threads I wish I didn’t I got one unlisted and closed I just the more I think about it the stupider I feel I had a hypomanic episode with severe psychosis yesterday I’m worried people seen it I guess most of us have had a episode in there life I sad it makes me feel stupid like I felt great until I realized I thought all the delusions were fake and people saw it before I got it deleted it was my idea to get it deleted
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Dont worry about it. I embarrass myself all the time. Especially lately with my irritability. I have been a bit ruder than I need to be in some threads. I also sometimes also try to be funny and it doesnt work out.
Just roll with it man. ■■■■ happens. People gonna think what they gonna think. Just move on and do better the next time.
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Also, people here are going to understand when you are having psychosis and seem off. Almost everyone here has a mental illness and has been there.
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I was just so incredibly convinced it would never happen again and a few days later it did I’m a bit disappointed with myself
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Mine goes unlisted too no worries all are for support.
I’m lucky I had extra clonazapam I would of been the laughing stock of the server and I was 
sure I “never had bipolar disorder “ and I was starting to believe I didn’t have schizophrenia either
Its like I’m back in the denial stage my sister who has bipolar with psychosis told me i had schizoaffective disorder and I didn’t believe her she’s not on the website she mostly has mood disorder symptoms but I’m still embarrassed but today is a much better mental state I’m doing a lot better than yesterday
I even think I posted 100 times about how “I don’t have bipolar disorder” and make no mistake I was in my mind sure
I think I met the symptom terminology for that lack of insight thing it’s got a hard word to spell I can’t spell it
And I’m sorry to anyone who might of been offended by my “mental illness is fake” comment I now know how offensive and rude it was
When I was psychotic I wrote my delusions on fb some involved the pope and jesus. One friend told me why did I write that. Then I removed everything. I even wrote about the biology of farts, psychosis made me do dumb stuff.
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