And told everything about my psychosis and self harm? I am so embarrassed.
I apparently developed a delusion that this person was the same person on Discord and told him basically everything about my schizophrenia. When the person on Discord told me he doesn’t have facebook I was like oh noooooo
I am so embarrassed. Now he’s gonna think I am weird or crazy. Oh my goodness.
What do I do with this embarrassment?
Why did I develop a delusion like that?
Oh my goodness. What should I do?
People in my life report to those who follow me. It’s so frustrating. I can’t fully trust anyone
What should I do? Should I erase my facebook account and start over?
I am so embarrassed. Oh my goodness.
No. Just lay low for a bit. It should be ok
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Just block this stranger, and he wont see who posted these things
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I know this person, but not well.
I also know his friends.
We were moderating on a server before.
Oh my goodness. Now all of his friends are going to know.
I just want to kill myself. I am so embarrassed.
Oh, I see. Did he read your messages on messenger? You can delete them, if he hasn’t seen them yet
No, don’t kill yourself. It’s not worth it. You will forget it soon
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He has, we even talked about it.
I thought he was the same person
I am so screwed.
I was staff on a server so I know all of his friends pretty well.
I apologized to him saying I keep confusing him with another person.
Why do you think he would share it with others?
Maybe he is a good guy
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He just said “it’s okay to confuse me with another person if you’re having two similar conversations”
But I’m so embarrassed.
So embarrassed of what he will think of me.
Why on earth did I develop this delusion?
I honestly don’t know if I should reply back to him.
I think he won’t share your problems with others… Don’t panic
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You’re in panic mode. Try to calm down before making any decisions. I think you’ll be ok. Why would he tell others. And if he does you can be the person with sz who shows them that regular people can have sz. You’re not scary or homicidal or anything. It could be very educational for them
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The thing is, almost all staff know I am schizophrenic. But I don’t want to share a detail with someone who doesn’t really know me fully without taking time with me to moderate on server for 2+ years.
I am so so scared that everyone will know.
About basically everything.
Oh my goodness.
I am so embarrassed and so afraid right now
I am so so scared…
Pretty much his friends will think I am crazy
Or really psychotic
Oh my god
Dont stress…
Ive done it loads when ive been drunk or just in a weird mood.
Most people dont actually care, they too caught up in their lives.
Wishing u the best
Wallafish
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I found that most people don’t really care, they might even support you.
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I know there isn’t much I can say to make you feel better about this, but you just have to trust that, guaranteed, no one will care all that much and this whole thing will blow over soon enough. I can’t count how many times I’ve embarrassed myself sharing too much with people. Or sharing things at inappropriate times. Or behaving “crazy” in public around people who normally see me as…well…normal lol. That feeling of humiliation is awful, but it does subside.
And idk, maybe this is bad advice, but I’m pretty much perpetually embarrassed—it’s really not so bad that way—you just set your baseline to a low level of constant humiliation, so when stuff like what’s happened to you happens, it’s not so monumental. It’s just like…a “notch above average.” ;p
(sorry if this comes across as flippant—I just know the best thing for you in this situation is not to panic!)
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