Do you have those people you see almost everyday that you don’t know and don’t like just from a distance?
Like the security guard on the car stand on your street or the guy that tests the cars, or even your next door neighbour that has known you since you were a kid but only maintains polite conversation with you because you have a mi, thus you must be retarded a need a little reassurance?
When my moods are all over the place and Im having a lot of mixed episodes - I hate everyone, people will get under my skin, it does not matter who it is.
When I am feeling more stable I am not this way - it all depends on how I am feeling and doing
Occasionally I will be walking past a stranger and just immediately dislike them for no apparent reason. Then I feel bad for judging someone, but the feeling doesn’t go away.
I’ve had this happen… But for me… I keep mistaking random people for people I know vaguely or people who I use to know… then I think I’m being followed…
It also depends on where I see people… I work in the parks… so lots of people come to the parks just to enjoy their lunch or play with their family… so I can ignore people better at work.
But when I’m walking around my neighborhood I get a little on edge when I see strangers.
This used to be a rather quiet place to live but then they built this huge car dealership on my street and it’s movement all day long. Only on Sundays there is quiet.
My take is that we have ideas of who they are based on our own imaginations. The hypersensitivity can funnel all sorts of things through to our brains. From there the subconscious does its thing and spits back reasons we hate people who don’t really know. Somewhere deep in our skulls we have created a persona that is attached to a physical form. There is a lapse between what we think and why we associate things with other things to begin with. It’s a sound recipe for paranoia. I found myself suffering from a lot of guilt because of things like this. I’m glad that’s over.
I’m so different I could really hate people but I’ve always thought of hate as a wasteful emotion. People are good at hating me I’m just not good at hating them. I can definitely feel hate though it’s not like I can’t feel emotions.
Maybe hate is a strong word. More like a Dislike of the person.
Some may pass through our front yard and say hi to my father and he responds, if I’m there instead they don’t say anything. That’s kind of rude.
I dont hate anyone. Love is important