Mine would be I would spot an ongoing occurrence of the youtube videos that i watched to be especially-than-normally vivid and the words like on forums or scholarly articles I would read would be pertaining to my situation very signfiicantly. The phenomenon that happens is so profound I can’t even put it in words, I know. But yeah, from watching youtube videos and tv shows thats the special meaning I got from them, “more vivid visual experiences”.
I used to have them, they were pretty intense where I’d have a thought and the TV person would make a response to it, an it would end up being a full-blown conversation. It doesn’t happen these days, since my treatment’s progressing.
I always thought when in the hospital that the local news was working with the pdocs to produce personal messages for me. They would talk about things that were private to me or pertain to my delusions. I also was being persicuted by a talk show about some personal stuff that no one would know about. I was in the other room when I heard the host talking about me.
That’s exactly how I felt and still feel sometimes. Every thought I have seems to get a response, even if it’s a minor response but their body language or reaction seems to happen every time. I believe it’s synchronicity personally.
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Much as I want to read this post and say something, my brain has turned to jelly.
Hope it’s just from the heat.
Those round-the-corner, other room conversations were the worst. They’d be talking about me like they knew me in a parallel dimension or something.
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