Normally i drink 2-3 units during the day. The rest is alcohol free beer. Im never drunk. But all of a sudden, and for no reason - i was in a good mood - i ended up drunk by my self, alone. And i don’t like being drunk. It’s stupid.
Tomorrow and the following days i will not drink a sip of alcohol. I think i got drunk because i am going through a lot of changes, but i just have to follow them, instead of fighting them.
yeah be careful. i have one or two glasses of wine a week. with my meds, getting drunk is not enjoyable anymore, so my drinking problem worked itself out. i don’t buy alcohol, but mom will give me a glass with dinner on wednesday and sometimes saturday. red wine supposedly has some hearth health benefits, so i don’t think it’s a problem for me, but i prefer a cigarette, is my go to, although im trying to quit that too.
my not buying alcohol has really helped me. im not responsible enough to buy beer or wine, because i don’t ration it when i do, i end up drinking most of the bottle, past the point of no return, its just something i learned about myself, that it’s best for me, if i don’t buy any, and only drink socially like 1 glass of wine with dinner when it’s given to me. i just like to sip it slow, takes me like 30 minutes to drink a glass of wine. a bit relaxing, but no buzz or drunkenness. if mom and dad stopped drinking i would have no problem going without. i went a year without it, a couple years ago.
i used to spring for a bottle of wine about once every 6 months and would drink the whole thing. i would wake up in the morning thinking they should bring back prohibition, to save me from myself haha.
No, not a true alcoholic, perhaps a minor one. A normal day - 2-4 beers during the day. But im an alcoholic in another sense, because even though i restrain my self, i always got the craving for more alcohol but resist.
Exactly… dont buy the ■■■■… If i have to make food and use wine for the recipe, i always buy a quarter of a bottle, because if i buy a whole bottle, i use some for the recipe and drink the rest.