As far as psychosis, anxiety and depression I haven’t been dealing with much at all. What I am dealing with is completely appart from it.
I am being somehow invisiblely molested and harassed. Whatever is doing this has legitimately grabbed me, pulled my sleeve from my wrist to past my elbow and even thrown things across the room. It comes under me when I am trying to sit or fall asleep and touches me sexually. It hangs onto the left side of my head. I hadn’t dealt with in for 2 months and it started back last week. It attacks me when I pray people chant things and yell when I lay down. I feel like a huge blanket is laid over me.
I mean it. It sounds like you’re having complex tactile hallucinations. It can’t be pleasant for your, but there’s nothing we can do. Your pdoc, however, can help you.
I know it feels real, but it’s not. It’s a symptoms of your illness and you need it to be treated.
Give the meds some time. I would bring up any kind of hallucination to your doc. Call him, leave a message for him, stop in, nothing should be above a patient’s care, safety, and comfort.
Yeah I let a lot of this stuff go on for too long and thought it was my fate to be in a sunken place being tortured. But I’m starting to come back to life and feel like my old self. I’ve realized that from the point of view someone else can’t see the things I carry and the things I deal with and that what is nothing to me would crush someone else. But idek it’s like the world turns on me at the blink of an eye.
I suffered with your problems for years. Benzos help a great deal. It’s coming back since my pdoc won’t prescribe benzos to me anymore. Now my dreams are vivid as hell and I wake up every hour. I feel your pain. Nothing works besides benzos