I’m having tactile hallucinations all day of being hit and punched and raped. This stuff makes me so frustrated and tired because there’s no one there to fight it’s a cowards way but they get away with it.
I’m really unsure if I can be older and go through the same things, I can’t imagine being in my 60s and getting my face punched all day. I don’t see the hallucination I hear and feel them. I’ve never visually hallucinated so I can still drive safely without worry. But they even attack me while I drive to get me to crash my car. They’re really low down and dirty folks you know?
Im really sorry. My first major episode I had extreme tactile hallucinations as well. It’s very traumatizing. I think the best you can do is hope for meds that take it away.
Lately I’ve been having some mild ones again, feels like I’m being molested. Except I can’t tell if it’s a hallucination or a ghost being a jerk.
I’m very sorry to hear you also go through this. My opinion after years of changing and trying medicine is this:
The medicine will NEVER change the hallucinations the medicine will CHANGE YOU. I have gained so much weight on this medicine it’s intolerable and I’ve lost so much strength over the years.
I just hope they’ll learn that it won’t do anything well to just hit me all day and rape me. I’m making them look bad but they still won’t stop. Hopefully I won’t go crazy from all the abuse.
They know about it a little, I’m trying to communicate with them but if I talk too much they start playing with my medication which screws me up even more in the long run.
I’m trying to be tolerant and peaceful like a Buddha pretty much. But it’s very, very tiring to go through.
That sucks. My therapist usually takes note of the hallucinations and how much they bother me, and my nurse practitioner and I decide together if I need an upped/downed dose of things. Hopefully you can find something that works for you! I know I get very mild tactile hallucinations from time to time, mostly when I’m falling asleep, but I had no idea anyone’s had that hardcore of hallucinations before.
Have you mentioned the tactile hallucinations to a therapist/doc?