My professor called me and said my paper wasnt going to pass unless i fixed it. It wasnt weitten in the correct format. I guess i didnt realize how serious of an assignment it was. But after he called i got paranoid that i was going to fail the class and have to drop out of courses for good. I got a 6000 dollar loan and really need to stick with school so i can go for my masters degree.
I eventually started thinking my parents called the cops, and that i needed to go to the hospital. I couldnt breath and kept seeing this green light. I couldnt close my eyes and i kept rolling around in bed.
Im thinking of asking my doctor for a sedating AP… does anyone take one and have a recommendation for a PRN? I cant do benzos since i have an addiction problem.
Seroquel didnt do a lot for my voices definitely put me to sleep. The doctor i was seeing kept raising the dose to the point that i couldnt swallow. Id bet its good combined with another AP?
I hope everything turns out well for you. You seem like a very serious and studious student, don’t give up. Maybe have someone like a tutor from your school proof read your papers. When you feel l like you are going to get paranoid maybe do something that relaxes you or you enjoy doing like I like having a soothing cup of tea or talk to a friend.