I had written that I was scared the WhatsApp sender of anonymous message would see I read it and it would activate GPS navigation system and locate me by satellite and send someone to kill me - and then the plumbers came and I was scared they’d kill me and hubby
Now the latest today that they’re gone is my family are hiding my parents death from me because I couldn’t handle it mentally and they’re trying to protect me by hiding it away from me.
This because I’ve been trying to get hold of my mother and sent her WhatsApps and SMSes to both her phones and it’s not like her not to reply after a week, and no communication. I sent message to my sister twice on WhatsApp and she saw it but didn’t reply - twice. My brother I sent to did reply at least - he first said he didn’t speak to her lately, and now said he did hear from them and they’re well.
I was glad to hear that but still afraid it’s just a front to hide the truth from me. And I’m scared that I killed my mother also accidentally with my thoughts because she manipulated me to speak in tongues and I got all upset and maybe send negative energy to her and she passed.
I’m still worried, I’m just waiting to hear from her now. I don’t want to call because I’m afraid I’d sound like a fool for worrying so much, I just want to wait till she’s online and hope that’s soon.
My mind is going off on tangents here. I haven’t been this paranoid in a month.