I got a job being an Information technology apprentice which I am thrilled about and thank god for but I feel so depressed and down in the dumps still I have a live I. Girlfriend who really loves me but I just can’t fathom the fact that im so alone still my sister who I talk to on a daily basis is one of my hero’s as well I just don’t know why I can’t seem to find inner happiness and peace within my self I guess I’ll just keep going thru the motions and searching for it but I think it’s because every since my onset date and my mothers passing nobody reaches out to me who used to be my friends and or family just a select few and I will forever cherish those people and embrace them for the rest of my life anyone else should be irrelevant but I’m always there for people and it seems like when I’m in need only a select few show up but the people who need my help only latch on to me when they need my help they don’t call or text or anything I feel like they don’t like me anymore because I’m not in the streets anymore but I just have to face it this is my life and from now on I’m going based off of the energy that is protracted towards me and matching it because honestly my growth means nothing to them they would rather have me in a ■■■■■■ up position and dependent on them so they can shun me and talk bad about me honestly speaking im just going to exit myself from communication with whoever I feel doesn’t have my best intrest at heart im tired of the limbo pray for me y’all thanks for listening and please give me any advice you can
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Sounds like a plan. Good luck for real. I’ve struggled with losing people and have had to quit hanging out with certain people as well.
Next time you post, any chance you can break it up into shorter paragraphs?
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