I dunno how to withdrawal my feelings from this situation but my family does the unspeaksble to me because they dont like me.
The whole time i was healing i kept anticipating s dsy where we wouñd talk again. Like now it seems my dad used all that labor to build this trailor for his wife, he had presumed to send me to a nursing home, hes dying, puked on thanksgiving somethin i havent in at least two years.
My mood is down and i am having to come to terms with the fact that theyre all gone. The ones that do speak to me are all heavy on heroine and when i criticize im alone and they fight me about it.