Took a Phentermine this morning…can’t sleep now. Lowered my ziprasidone dosage down to 60 mg twice a day instead of 80. I’m doing very well on it. Just wishing I had some friends. I don’t have any. They all left me when I got sick. It would be nice to have friends or family over. My family left me too. All I have are my kids and only one stays with me. She’s 17. I have 2 older ones 19 and 22, and then my youngest son who stays with his dad. I see them all, but I really miss being a family. This illness has taken alot from me, but at least I’m not homesless, alone, and insane anymore. Those were really difficult times. I’m trying to put my life back together now. Even since I’ve been sick since 2011. I’ve gotten alot better. I just hope there is a future for me, and I worry about my kids getting this illness all the time, so I’m struggling to make plans to put money back for them. They are all super smart. One is studying to become a zoologist, another a physicist, one is in a high school innovation academy studying hard and making As for his record to become a vet, and my 17 year old that lives with me wants to go to school to be a Dr. I used to be smart. Now I have alot of thought interference like it doesn’t come from my brain, and I can’t find my words alot. Almost like I had a stroke. It’s gotten alot better tho. I just wish I had company, and a support group to go to, ya know?
It’s not morning here it’s nit- don’t know why it did that to the title 12:05am
You can’t worry about what may happen. Worry about what is happening.
So cool your kids are on the path to success. You did a good job even with the sz. Yeah it helps to have ideas to bounce off people. What about clubs/associations in your area? Always exists places people with similar ideas or hobbies have to touch base and share stories.
Is there anything you like with a passion or an interest? For example, I still play competitive cricket at 48. It helps me meet people and I’m involved in the cricket club. It really is a great thing for social outlets.
Look around for something you think you’d like or are good at!
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