I’m still struggling. Still can’t ever seem to keep up on the dishes. But the rest of the house is good. I’ve really been enjoying my Kitty-Kins. She has such a great personality. Guests enjoy her too. What’s been going on with you?
I’m pretty good. Forgot to take my Clozapine last night, so my sleep was fitful. Other than that, I’m good.
I’m OK, not much do’in, another Monday.
Up and down. I guess that’d be a “mixed state”. One minute feeling the pull of the pit, ten minutes later I’m feeling borderline manic. I’m guessing it’s all the shtload of meds I’m taking, plus the pain meds, keeping me bouncing all over. Fck I hate days like this.
Have had a serious case of the ‘guilts’ today.
Anything you want to share?
I started out pretty good, but now I’m practically buzzing and definitely clenching my teeth with anxiety.
Finally shaved off my pain in the neck bush of curly hair and shaved my face then showered for the first time in a week.
Just gonna practice banjo and a few other instruments before my therapy appointment tonight.
Glad you and your kitty are hanging in there.
Sorry to hear that. When I’m about to have major anxiety I get a buzzing at the base of my skull. And I’m thinking “Oh no”
Kept thinking I’d annoyed/upset my s/daughter. She’s reassured I haven’t. Experiencing some reactive depression re the recent falls. I’m trying to do as much as I can for myself. Have been told by the re-enablement team I’m doing well, but keep feeling I’m failing.
Hang in there man, and try not to be resistant to folks trying to pump you up. Obviously you didn’t cause your falls, try not to bum out about it. You’re an intelligent man, perhaps you can analyze it out. But don’t misconstrue me, I’m NOT telling you to “get over it”, only you know what you need. I hope you find some relief.
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