Going out and feeling of being followed question

I sometimes don’t feel like going out because I’m afraid of people following me. But sometimes I feel ok to go out because I’m not not worried about people following me. Does this make sense?

Does anyone experience this?

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I used to experience this as well. Only I was sort of excited back then of being followed.

So you have days where you are afraid of people following you and days when you are not afraid of people following you?

How often was it?

Did you end up not worrying at all?

I’m not afraid anymore. There was one time where I got super afraid though out of times where I felt excited about it.

So you were excited to be followed? You wanted people to follow you? That’s why you weren’t worried about being followed?

I was still sort of worried but sort of excited at the same time.

How long did it last?

I don’t remember really…a few months maybe?

then what happened? stop worrying about people following you?

It just went away. I stopped thinking the cars were following me.

oh I see thanks for the info

I get followed and recorded everywhere I go, without a break. I hate it!

So you have days where you are afraid of people following you and stay home and days when you are not afraid of people following you and go out?

No. I always am followed and never have days where I’m not

Do you ever try to confront the person following you or you just let it follow you?

The men who follow me are highly trained killers, so no, I don’t confront them

I’m followed everywhere. They watch me through cctv, my phone, even other people’s eyes. At first it bothered me some but now idgaf.

For a week or two I thought someone was monitoring me through my phone but that didn’t last too long.

It’s always false. Nobody cares about us, we’re not protagonists in a Jason Bourne movie.

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My grandiosity immediately went, “yes! Yes they do care! You are famous and special!” Fortunately the meds help me know that that is total and utter ■■■■■■■■.

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I mean my delusion about being the only human in a Purgatory filled by spirits that look human was more than enough to occupy my poor stressed out mind back then, maybe that’s why I never felt followed.

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