My friend ( same friend), called me and told me she had rented a four bedroom cabin in a park and asked if I wanted to come for 3 days and two nights. Since I can’t resist her, I said yes. She is in direct violation of her own restraining order.
She told me that she has been miserable these last five months since she kicked me out and claims she can’t live without me. To be truthful, I have just been waiting for her to call me.
Something new: she actually quit smoking cigarettes!!! She’s 99 days clean and she now finds cigarettes absolutely abhorrent. This, after 50 years of smoking!! Hallelujah!
And I’m NEVER my whole life ever marrying or moving in with her ever again. I made that clear to her. She’s cool with it.
You are absolutely right on all counts @GoldenRex. You are way wiser than me. But you are operating with your brain and your logical senses. Unfortunately my own brain and logic have been taken over and annihilated by my heart and this woman.
Unfortunately @77nick77 , I have zero control over myself when it comes to her. I can get mad, make all kinds of vows and resolutions to avoid her completely and the minute she makes any kind of contact, I immediately melt into a puddle at her feet. Sad fact.