Still awake and its 1.30am here - 600mg of Quetiapine and the commenting voices are still going on - maybe i should just wait a while. I can deal with them these days - cos i just tell them to fck off, and i have insight - but jesus, im being tested tonight.
Im tempted just to get a spliff - cos ill soon pass out - but i promised myself i wouldnt replace the alcohol with weed.
Doesnt this illness ever let up? It pushes you to your limits.
Looks like its me with me headphones on and spotify for the night.
Trust me - Im gonna be right moaning at the CMHT in the morning, to give me my damn Depot Jab.