I sware my voices are the only “whatever” that understand me… I tell others my story about how I began hearing voices and they just shrug their shoulders… It’s very irritating. I just talked to another fellow that hears voices too and I donno. He is very spiritual and he didn’t believe my story.
When I was 6 or 7 I played with guardian angels and it wasn’t just me, two neighbor girls did with me. Then when I was 18 I wanted to write a local musician about my playing with guardian angels then I started hearing demons. That was 10 years ago and I don’t have another explanation but that it’s spiritual. I know that symptoms can be drug induced but I never did drugs.
…agh…
Thank you for listening- truly!!
You may have contracted a virus that altered brain structure or connections or that activated dormant genes. No one knows for certain, but the odds of this being a spiritual illness are slim to none. Medications, therapy, and CBT are your best bet.
I’ve had SZ for over 2 decades. Have heard the stories of thousands of people with the illness, and they ALL fall into generally recognizable patterns. Just like your story. You have a medical condition and it’s very treatable. The sooner you get treated, the better the outcome. The longer you avoid treatment, the worse your outcome will be.
Hoping you are seeing a doctor for this and getting meds.
The problem is that a psychotic illness would be the most probable cause of hearing voices, insomuch as that hearing voices is a main diagnostic symptom.
Some people hear voices and that is their only symptom and they can live well.
But for those with the disease the voices are not wanted and there are a host of other symptoms.
You are posting on a schizophrenia forum about hearing voices, they are kind of linked, hearing voices is a big part of the disease for many sufferers so I’m not sure what you are asking in your post.
Im not really asking anything, I’m just venting. I’ve been diagnosed with schizophrenia for 10 years and I am frustrated that I can’t communicate my spiritual experience just because I have been diagnosed. I can’t explain enough that I played with guardian angels. It’s not a delusion I’ve had since I was diagnosed. I was a kid, it happened long before I was diagnosed.
I started developing symptoms 20 years before my diagnosis. You probably did too.
If you want to believe it was a spiritual experience, go ahead. Don’t expect others to believe you, when they’re on the recovery path and trying to stay away from that kind of thinking.
I believe you. I had guardians watching me and I would talk to them. Now demons cloud my mind and I can’t think with them yapping in my ear 24/7. And they are not that intelligent.
But I didn’t play with them alone… There was 2 other people there and I am positive one still recalls because I asked asked her about it when she was 18.
Alright. In my country there’s this very wordly known story about three little kids that saw the virgin mary, they were sanctified by the catholic church and everything. I think it was a collective hallucination, you think it was real. Just two perspectives, you choose what you prefer for your recovery process.
I feel there are different types of thinking… I didn’t say, in my original post anything totally out there, I said I played played with guardian angels. With other people there. Wanted to share my story and I feel the darkness doesn’t want me to share my experiences about the light. So they did what they do… Try to destroy.
When I was 6 I fell through the ice over my head. Next thing I remember was laying on the side of the ice. Was it a Guardian Angle that saved me. I will never know in this life. But one thing I am sure of is that MI is only spiritual to the extend that God permitted it. All the psychosis that goes with it is just that - delusional stuff
But they’re are more people, not just me, who do believe the other side… children see the Bloody Mary and they are sacrificed that is pure evil… Evil from the depths of hell.
Ohh I know! They say the repetitive stupidness @Silent_Sunday. Time made me better, yes I am medicated, but I just got bored with them and decided I am spiritually stronger and smarter then them.
Took me five years or thereabouts for meds to start working. This is normal. I’m now healthy enough I can work and pass for a normie. The meds only do so much. You won’t get better until you get some therapy and stop with the spirits/angels nonsense. That stuff will keep you sick and miserable. For life.
I never said I was miserable I stated that I am frustrated with others. Not my voices. I find it upsetting that I can’t believe that Angels/spirits have affected life.
