How do you do it with sz in place ?
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Not sure what keeps me going.
Maybe survival instinct.
Maybe a desire to make an impact, to matter.
Maybe pride or fear of failure.
Maybe support from my family.
Probably all of the above.
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After reading your statement,
I think I do it to stay busy.
Does being busy reduce symptoms,?
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It does for me. Negatives don’t magically disappear but it gets easier to push through.
I also have a tendency to daydream and to feel hopeless. Staying busy is a good antidote.
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Well, I think the stress sometimes gets to me. While at work lately, I’ve been receiving messages from God. I’m trying to figure out if they’re real or not. It’s hard to tell - for me anyway. I also get paranoid at work too. I just do my best to hide it and keep doing my job
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It’s like forgetting all those that are not refreshed. Memory.
My doc is like he wrote congratulations in my document.
Tomorrow I am visiting my doctor.
Are you able differentiate up to what percentage,?
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I have no idea what you mean. Sorry. Can you explain your question a little?
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I work from home with rare in person meetings
Has been great
Can get on with my job with much reduced stress load
But it has it’s moments
Alone with nothing to keep me occupied sends me into a tailspin that doesn’t end well
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Like out of 100 how much you are able to differentiate?
Differentiate what?
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Do you still smoke ?
Edit: because when I was working from home.
I had no control with smokes
Figure out the difference from real and unreal ?
It good you are clarifying 
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Ok. So I’m not good at that at all. I rely on others to help me and even then I struggle believing what they say is not real vs what is real
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Are you able to figure out the difference from them or the source?
I do too so asked !
I know when God is taking and when the Devil is but the person who is choosing who is who is me …
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Yep I smoke
Probably about one an hour
I like the break from the screen
Figure out problems when I have the time to collect my thoughts
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Bro I stopped it I had no control I used to smoke double pack.
Actually stopped everything and I have a very good clear mind !
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To be honest, if I work, it is not my miracle. The medications work for me!
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Medication. Staying on top of my medication has been a life saver for me, literally.
When it comes to work, I like @LilyoftheValley try to hide when my symptoms get worse. In the past I’ve had to call out because of it because of it. Then I went on leave and quit… but I’m glad I did, that job was sooo toxic. I’m trying my best not to call out at my new job. So far so good.
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To get the right meds one need it 
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