Currently struggling a lot with anhedonia. Have been for over a year now. Reduced pleasure and joy. I’m just betting on a change with antidepressant also to help with it but I feel like it will be futile against it.
I hope you feel better soon and that they will leave you alone so you can just be yourself and feel better and good.
I have had a male who is soooooo intense that I felt and it’s unbearable torture to feel him …
Too intense to handle and hysterical and body fits of tension.
Terror like feeling sometimes of torture.
I thought I loved him and pray for his peace but that he stays away from me because he hurts me too much.
I am not a member of any religion but pray to god he leaves me to feel like myself and not him and that he never enters my body or space ever again.
I also pray for him and his peace but that I never feel him again.
The only thing that helps this is sleep medicine and usually wake up feeling better and more like myself.
I also have bad females synchronising and pretending to be me and steal from me etc
They are fake and disgusting but their energy is not as intense and hysterical.
I was tortured in past emotionally by people doing emotional sadist stuff on me against my will .
That’s gone on my whole life kinda because they take pleasure in my suffering and don’t want to see me happy or being myself feeling myself.
Prayers and good wishes to for us to feel like ourselves and be happy and thrive and live better quality lives.
My energy is not in my body often.
May it return to me with great love and peace and freedom and may the evil yuck ones to me nolonger have access to it.
It sounds like you’re having extracampine hallucinations. So try vitamin b1 100mg/ day. It worked for me. I’d be interested to hear if it worked for you.
I suffer every day, but because of the negative symptoms that the antipsychotic causes me. I don’t have any positive symptoms. You should look for some supplement that helps as an antipsychotic. There are psychiatrists who recommend cannabidiol in high doses as a supplement, but the results are mixed.