Suffering from some deep depression. The voices in my head are trying to tell me to harm myself, and showing me images of slit wrists or pill bottles. I am not going to act on these thoughts or images. They’re just very disturbing and killing my mood for the day. I just want to curl up in a dark place and sleep the rest of the day away. At least when I’m sleeping I don’t feel so depressed.
I just need a spot to vent these images and thoughts and get them out of my head. I think the the more you bottle the up the more pressing they get and the harder it gets to ignore them.
Bit of a topic change but for women suffering from Schizophrenia/depression and whatever do you ever feel like your symptoms are worse during that time of the month? I’m currently receiving my monthly visitor and I think that has a lot to do with the chemical imbalance that caused my Schizophrenia in the first place. I always am the worst around this time of the month, and it usually starts up the week before which this month was no different. I just wonder if this is typical for most women suffering from the disease or if it’s just me…?