Life is not for me…
Life is absolutely for you.
I must destroy myself
I am not worthy
It’s impossible to get gf
I have fantasy killing myself
Please don’t.
Then they will care
I don’t but I unable to become person I want to be or have life I want
I will never change
I have schizophrenia
You gotta relax. Look at the bright side of things. Having gratitude for what you have. Sure we might be able to achieve certain things as normal people but be positive.
Positive and unrealistic waiting for magic
I write and do this fking gratitude ■■■■ it doesn’t help
For plenty of the people here life is sunny…and you might eventually find that place yourself.
It is called “Recovery”.
Plenty of us have been through hell, plenty of us get better.
Believe that you will make it and you might.
You might never be totally normal…or maybe you will…but you can still be happy.
I wish I had magic words to help you feel better, but I don’t. But I do hope you hang in there. Recovery could be just around the corner. And you won’t necessarily always be alone. I’m not. I’m married with a family, as others here are. So put your hope in that. Contentment is possible. Happiness is possible. Love is possible.
I feel so bad sometimes and don’t wanna live, wanna give up, but then I tell myself I’m having a bad day, week… I know there are good days even though they are few, that’s what I live for… The good days… Hang in there a good day will come soon… Hugs
@anon48059102, there was nobody more miserable than me. I wanted to kill myself 24/7. It never stopped. I was like that for years and years. And then, along came the miracle drug, (a mood stabilizer, Tegretol), that lifted my mood up to normal, where it has remained ever since. It has been a full fourteen years since I have been depressed or suicidal. And I haven’t even been on Tegretol any more for many years now. Never give up on being happy. There is hope for you too.
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