So after being tormented at my apartment for awhile, complete with an nde waking dream with beings in there and levitation, and it was 3:00 all of the time to, i left.
Logically i couldn’t go to a hospital for such a thing, you understand. On my way to nowhere i even came across a pyramid at which point i went up to the top and was almost persauded to end my life up there. They were in my thoughts and were trying to get me to kill myself up there, very creepy stuff to happen.
Ended up on the beach across country, torment all the way there and torment the whole time there and torment the entire way back. Sitting outside of a restaurant they would draw special attention the large word SPIRITS on the side of the building, like someone throwing their hands up in my mind and shouting about it.
So, after pan showed up i was sent away to get help by a man wearing a pentagram on his shirt. I didn’t make it though, i ended up being held at a jail. But that was strange to.
They put me in a cell with this guy and he was doing these really amazing card tricks, i tried to fool him but no matter what i did he always knew my card. I could go across the room and pick one and he’d still know it.
The guy that brought us food visually turned into a fish man to. Later by watching graham hancock videos i found that therianthropes are quite common with what was happening to me, people with animal parts and animals with people parts.
My family came and got me and took me to their place for the night. No sleep the whole time, like a month straight with almost no sleep. I stayed up watching t.v. and at one point one of the charachters on a movie slowly turned around and began to grin and stare at me, he put his hands on his hips and did a very strange prance walk.
I understood it was a visual hallucination but i also understood the cause of the visual, someone was making me see it, maybe that is the hang up sometimes eh? Im sick but im not sick really, i know im schizophrenic but they don’t know the definition of it yet.
It was creepy this guy and the way he looked while grinning at me, and the hands on the hips kind of prance walking made it even worse. Wierd wierd stuff. Dude didn’t really have eyes either, it was just blackness where the eyes should be.
So, it was off to the bin again where i was placed in a home for what appeared to be a bunch of possessed people. During that time we went to a bar once, no i didn’t have anything to drink i was just looking for something to do.
Thats where this guy there was able to make me visual hallucinate while reciting a poem, after causing this evil vision he yells at me he was a witch, or namely a “black witch”. So yeah, visual hallucination, symptoms right?.
Is this hell? This must be hell i think now. This is not a very good place or way to live for people. Must find a way to escape this place.
Thats some of what has happened, the fish man, pan, the spirit on t.v. and the witch at the bar that made me visually hallucinate. They keep telling me im sick to, “well you look sick to us” my doc said. Don’t think a disease makes you wake up and look at the clock at 3:33 does it, ooooohhhhhh creepy ■■■■.