It’s the way I feel today. I took my morning meds. Nothing seems real. Just knowing this illness will never go away…
That’s how I felt for about the last week. Hang in there. The bad times don’t last though.
I hope so. I don’t think it’s the meds. I think it’s environmental. In some way.
I seem to have my up and down days too. I feel a bit blah and negative today. Just hang in there better days will come.
I sometimes think of schizophrenia as “the suffering disease.” They talk about positive and negative symptoms, but the real problem is the suffering. Perhaps this is true of some other diseases as well. I cannot put into words what exactly the suffering is. It is a bad feeling that you cannot point to.
I agree with the post above that some days or periods of time are better than others.
I just had to learn to ignore the overall picture of my situation since it is sooooo bad.
It’s sort of like, “I’m on fire, but I feel just fine”. Having to go to such an extent to survive, sucks though.
I will get better. Positive thought