It’s a real battle to not be taken over by the evil spirit Alien. He continues to put terrible intrusive thoughts into my mind and his voice says kill your husband to put him out of his misery (my husband is struggling with epilepsy and muscle problems at moment). Graphic images in my head of knife with blood and back stab and… God NO! I LOVE MY HUSBAND!!
I can’t get this damn evil ■■■■■■■ out of my head. Is my new meds not strong enough? I’m scared. I don’t want to be taken over and used!
I feel you.
I have homicidal voices,
I see clear images of blood flowing
from skull.
Voices say “kill her with an adze or a knife”
Your voice has no power that you do not give them. If you do not want to hurt your husband, you won’t. Your voice cannot “take you over”.
My only concern would be if some day you gave into your voice. Just don’t give into the demands and you will be fine.
That sucks I also get voices and images like that especially before meds however I agree with @Bowens they have no power over you It’s just your brain misfiring
I am so sorry to hear that you are struggling so hard. I can’t imagine
Please be very kind and gentle with yourself right now. You’ll get through this
I have a strange method for voices… but well here we go trying to describe it… so I imagine you get different sounds/voices. The command voices are crippling(mostly in psychosis tho) I couldn’t refuse to do what they told me. But if I put earbuds in and can find a song with similar sound as the voice at the time. It kinda blends them together and it just sounds like music. @Hadeda idk if that will help you but it gets me through a lot of days.
Side note it took a long time for me to find music that sounds like disembodied skeletons…idk what yours sound like but… I hope this helps
I had a situation where the brain scientists whom I believe are studying and controlling my brain took over my body and I went dancing down the street and performed karate (white belt stuff) and did all kinds of things that felt completely like I was being controlled, including my body. I also had an incident where I cut my wrist believing I was going to merge with God. It’s a scary feeling. I take Risperdal everyday but I still have my delusion and I keep hoping I will get paid for being in the brain study. That’s part of my delusion.
Argue with the hallucinations and thought inserter. Assert yourself versus them.
Talk to your doctor about your medication. If it gets worse, in particular, make more space and time for yourself, away from your husband.
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