Last night the voices told me to lie down and i did then i started uncontrollably shaking for at least 15 minutes. This was a very traumatic experience for me just wondering if anyone has had anything similar?
Sometimes…
Idk if its the voices but I lose control of my body and wander around complaining of being lost…
Yes, most of them ask before I let them take control, and they are kind about it. There is only one who does so without permission named Bat. When he’s in control he enjoys hurting me, slamming my head into the wall is his personal favorite.
Yes I have voices always in my body. Feel them underneath my skin. They talk thru me. Have no privacy always someone trying to read my mind.
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yes. it’s hard to explain
one time when I was regaining consciousness of my body the other conscience had me in a car with some of his friends and he could feel me coming back so he had to explain to them what was going on. It’s really hard to remember. Normally how it works is I would simply wake up in my own bed like normal but way too much time passed for me to be sleeping the whole time. Like waking up and it being days later maybe up to a week but normally two days
this happened years ago when I had it really bad
Numerous times. It’s a delusion based on a belief that a voice could take over your body. And thus the hallucination comes about of it actually happening.
You gotta fight that and ignore the voices 100%
The brain researchers controlling my brain can take over whenever they want with or without communicating (inner voices or inserted thoughts) with me. It has been a complete surprise before. They can have me do things that (they think) are funny or very self-destructive things. Dancing, doing fake martial arts, doing fake ballet, doing fake sign language, babbling fake foreign languages or (one time) cutting my wrist and taking my meds. I am scared of them. I pray they are kind to me. I have gone 6 months without them bothering me too much so I hope I am going to be in remission for a long time. Actually forever. Yay for meds.
I used to shake when I was acutely psychotic and before I went on AP’s If I remember correctly.
I have had the voices talk through me, but that’s a bit different, they usually say small sentences.
A friend of mine get involuntary movements often jerks that make her drop things etc.
don’t give up on finding the medications that is right for you