Depression has been kicking my ass for the last 3 weeks. I went to a party today trying to socialize. I was in a big crowd but couldn’t help it but feel lonely and depressed. The voices started up on attacking me. I feel so alone. Makes it hard when all I want to do is drink and forget about my sobriety. The voices tell me to screw it and drink. The thoughts just get darker. This really hurts.
I think that exercising helps, my father died 1.5 months ago and I felt depressed but I think that I have managed to go over this depression phase, I like to be outdoors and ride my bicycle, exercising really helps and every morning is a new beginning. I do not go to bars or restaurants and I never go to any parties, my life is full of routines, I think you can counter this current depression too, just do not follow if these voices give you ‘bad instructions’.