It must be the negatives hitting hard, but “suicidal ideation” is back. I’ve felt depressed for a considerable part of my adult life, but each time I’m taken back where it all ended decades ago: leaning over a tall building ectstatically facing my ownmortality only to be held back by powerful feelings of guilt towards those who care about me. If only I could take myself seriously and go through with it.
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Thinking suicide and suicide itself so different things.thinking suicide kind a relaxing feeling but when you face to death itself its not relaxing or fine. Thats why most of the people who suicide they feel really heavy regret for what they did.so my mean thinking suicide just a illusion. Reality much worse than thinking.
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If you’re not in therapy already I recommend that you get into therapy. Also, if you’re feeling tempted remember the suicide hotline. Are you on antidepressants? Maybe you and your pdoc could work with those. Remember, depression can be defeated. I know it doesn’t seem that way, but you can get over depression. One thing that helped me with my depression was my getting older. I no longer have that feeling that life is passing me by. Life is all right. You can get through this. Don’t do anything that can’t be undone.
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I haven’t feeling suicidal for awhile. The big deal is that suicide is tragic and preventable. Ever thought of the people cleaning up your corpse, and maybe the mess you leave behind.
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