I’ve been looking for ‘discreet’ methods for topping myself. I very much doubt I’ll harm myself for I’ve been here too many times and guilt concerning my family always pulls me back. But it’s a sad burden to carry.
You should be looking for ways to better yourself.
What your doing is a waste of time and effort.
You are more valuable than you can ever imagine.
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Don’t worry be happy.
Please tell your psychiatrist that you have suicidal ideation. It could be caused by your meds even.
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Maybe, as I looked at suicide idealation, was that you look as a plan not an A not B, but plan C , when everything fails and back up fails you end up with confirmed plan to quit everything. I don’t know about you, but it was claiming me
Thanks, I didn’t think of that.
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My meds (abilify!) have made it worse. I’ll be discussing this with my nurse in a few days.
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I’m sorry that you have to go through this though if I had to say, there are alot of things you can think about before even considering suicide especially now in days when the internet is right next to you and you have lots to choose from.
now what exactly is what is keeping you with these ideation of suicide.
I guess I feel I’ve reached the end of the road. Objectively my life is not that bad, but my sense of unease and disenchantement with the world is now chronic.
I used to get that before I found the right medication, I would be totally fine and then some minor thing would happen or nothing would happen and out of nowhere I’d be like I want to die. Mental illness is just weird. But meds took it away.
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If you are feeling suicidal, please tell someone — a friend or family member, a teacher, a doctor or therapist or call 911 (if you’re in the U.S.) or the Emergency Medical Services phone number in your country.
You can also call a suicide prevention hotline—these are available in the U.S. and in many other countries.
International crisis hotlines:
http://www.suicide.org/international-suicide-hotlines.html
http://www.suicidestop.com/suicide_prevention_chat_online.html
Crisis hotlines in the U.S.:
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Sorry to hear you feeling like this. Wish I could help but I’m starting to feel like this too wanting to stop the pain I mean. I am sure you will get through this.
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Hey any time you need to chat with somebody just come here to forum and type down anything that keeps you sad or upset. Also the sense of uneasiness with the world is mutual so just send me a messege friend and we will talk about this anytime. 
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Yes. It is possible to be suidical, but not be depressed. There are multiple illnesses that impair your judgement and compel you to commit suicide.
I believe, that a decision to end one’s life is never rational. Especially if it is not in the face of adversity (killing yourself, so that your near and dear can live; killing yourself to end unbearable, non-treatable torment), it cannot really be justified. I would suggest talking to a professional, be it a therapist, psychologist or psychiatrist. It is very difficult to see what is wrong with us, from within. It is very likely, that with a bit of assistance your life quality will improve in a way you cannot really envision now.
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@NotSeksoEmpirico
Do you have ocd? Suicidal ideation can some as instrusive thoughts or images.
I do have OCD, but my thoughts of suicide don’t feel intrusive, it’s more of a conviction and state of mind.
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Have you ever tried vraylar?
It will clear thoughts up like that pretty quickly.
I had your experience, Vraylar worked.
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I’m sorry that you have to deal with thoughts of suicide. I feel suicidal frequently if I’m not on rexulti. For some reason it stops those thoughts for me. Maybe you could talk to your pdoc about trying that or some other med that will work for you. Good luck and I hope you feel better.
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