I don’t seem to have had any problems today. I always saw my diagnosis as residual sz (even though I am waiting to talk to the pdoc about that.) But what if I just get better? I seriously can’t function like other people anymore, but my mind has been so clear today. Just feel like I am occupied by things that any other person would.
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Maybe that’s a good thing, feeling like a normie.
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Yeah it is. 151515151
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I have good days and bad days. I had one amazing day where I felt like a normie too.
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Yes but my positive symptoms are almost completley gone, and I am wondering if they will just go completley instead of what I usually think of as I will be like this for the rest of my life. I will always be a bit off, but I dont think there is really a diagnosis for that. Not that I am wierd or anything lol, just that you can tell when you get to know me it has affected me.
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I’ve had stretches of over a year where I would have no positive symptoms. Unfortunately, they always show up again, but hope you have better luck. 
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Hey I remember you… How are you? Do you manage to move alone?
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I haven’t had any positive symptoms for over two years. The big exception was the time I had a stomach bug and threw up my meds three days in a row. I started hallucinating pretty quickly then. It was a good reminder that, even though I feel cured, I do need to keep up with my meds and treatment.
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I feel as normal as i could possibly be with my condition paranoid sz, i don’t dwell on the past i look forward take it one day at a time with a positive attitude.
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Are you ok apart from this though, or do you feel like I do that it has affected you if you dont mind me asking? That is the hardest thing for me, to find that sense of normality again.
I feel like that some days, Those are my good days when symptoms are low or nonexistent.
They never last long enough
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Well, what is normal? I still have good and bad days, but so does everyone. I work, I’m married, Im becoming a foster parent. I have hobbies, and responsibilities. I’m achieving all the goals I want in life. I also go to therapy every week, do CBT, take my meds, and work hard to maintain a healthy sleep cycle.
This is exactly what my CPN said when I tried explaining this to her. I have had trouble feeling like I did before the illness. I only have brief moments like that now. My thoughts do not go unnoticed. But I don’t know, maybe your right. 
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Hi! I decided to put off moving into my own place. I felt like I would be too lonely.
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