I feel exactly the same as you Star. I do so little even when I have better/busier days. I wish I had the energy and motivation as I did even 10 years ago when I had already had psychosis but made music fairly often.
But then again, for me I do have negative symptoms that prevent me from doing it, so maybe that’s slightly different?
Maybe try and make a schedule for your art/writing. It helps me to do have one.
Seems like a lot of us are feeling a bit low right now. I am as well. I’d prefer hypomania to this dip I’m in right now. I’ve always been bothered more by my lows than by hypomania. Full on mania is the worst for me tho so I’ll take this over that.