Anyone else feel this way? Sometimes I’m just really antsy. I’ll try watching youtube or do other things, but I feel like I’m just waiting for time to pass.
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Me too, I do know the time is most valuable thing in the world.
Its my time and I would spend it as needed.
But not sure where to invest my time.
I feel all is pointless, may be because which, I am not valuing it.
I wish I wish I have some more time to do any task.
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I think it’s because of my anhedonia, that I can’t be fully immersed in the moment. It sucks, hopefully I can find a way to treat my anhedonia.
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This word is new to me I googled it.
I apologies for my lack of knowledge.
It took me about 1.5 to 2 years to know the word sz.
I found a trick to “like” what I do:
What I do is I spend time on the things I like to do,
and reward self,
by logging in here.
You could give a try.
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YouTube is good to pass the time. I set some goals last week and got one done. And also @anon28864342 recommended a book I started. Really short so I have gotten through 38 pages out of 178.
But inbetween there’s so much time. I’m gonna keep working at it.
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@339 I wish I could agree. Time is so slow. And so much of it.
It took me 12 years after onset to discover SZ.com =)
I fought my diagnosis for along time.
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I think, if I would take time, one step at a time,
like how water cuts the rock, with slow flow.
I could do something,
but still if I have a feeling that,
“There is no profit under the sun”
I may not reach anywhere.
I had found the site about 4 years back but did not login, Later in the pandemic I logged in.
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@Gecko Yeah anhedonia is a ■■■■■.
@339 My problem is I did reach the top of my career early. And SZ just sucked the life out of the things I love to do. Create.
@339 This site has been helping me feel less alone and put up a fight.
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I am sorry @Kxev to hear this.
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It’s 130AM. What time is it for you guys. Im gonna try and get some sleep soon.
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For me its 15:00, Ok @Kxev . Have a good night.
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It’s 2 am here, well same time as where you are.
I sleep during the day though. My sleep schedule is ■■■■■■.
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I remember when I used to work, it was round the clock.
I remember once I slept at work for 5 hours and got up and continued to work for next shift. The MIS team was not that good or they wanted to play with me.
So how do you spend time at night @Gecko
Sorry, I fell asleep, but I spend my time at night by staring at a wall
Just kidding, I sometimes make music
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