In the last post I was talking about how people tend to see their 5 senses vs. their other inner sensations such as memory, feelings, new ideas… Either they see their external senses as being internal while they simulate the external world, or they see them as literally the external world. So…in that way we can see there are distinctly two different kinds of people, and sub-sequentially we could further study this, and find some patterns about their behavior trends that arrive as a subsequent part of being of one or the other forms of logic. Also should be noted is how young they began to use one or the other kind of logic is key similarly to how people learn one kind of language, culture, and talent or another as youth who develop a savvy and accent in their accord down to finessing the nuances while others learning later on in life as adults never arrive at the same savvy or accent.
The thought I want to address in this post today is the way this applies to the logic of schizophrenia which I refer to sometimes as an extreme “extramente.” The mental logic of scz or extreme extramente is so that the external senses are not just external, but all of the inner sensations are external as well. This is a kind of categorization of effects as the brain expresses them, and as the mental expressions are categorized by the brain thereafter.
When you hear your own language, or you read your own language, your brain automatically categorizes these things accordingly. What seems rough and mean to one person may seem very funny and witty to another person, and what seems very warm and good to one person may seem very unnecessary and obsolete to another person. It is the age old “is the painting worth anything?” dilemma. If it is, how much will you pay? Well…how much you will pay depends on how it made you feel or what it’ll make others feel when they see it in your house or office, or when you try to sell it for more than you bought it.
When we see the painting, the brain will automatically categorize. There is no question about it. It categorizes what it sees. For me personally who is a diligent man of the craft, self development, perseverance for the kin, and just down right hardcore integrity…I know the craft of people like me when I see it. That’s what puts me in awe such as when I see old and ancient architecture that was 100% carved and hauled by men and sometimes horses. I appreciate the work of horses as well and even dogs because I know what it means to know myself as adeptly as these athletes of another family tree like I know some of our own kind. Then again when I see things that are sold as being worth something, and they show no signs of a lifetime of diligent talent development, perseverance, and down right hard core integrity to become what had to be; the man that had the hands, to make that working masterpiece,…
…I don’t see these distinct features, so I may ignore it or I may scoff at it for being displayed as anything of significance. It’s a fraud.
This is an example of how a brain categorizes, and it varies from brain to brain.
I’m sorry to digress here a little bit, but I thought that these “mental categorizations” as a phenomenal action and logicality had to be laid out before continuing.
So…about the “extreme extramente.”
So the scz mind categorizes both the 5 senses of the external reality and all of the inner senses of the inner reality as being “external in logicality.”
The logicality difference between what is external and internal in sensation is simply determined by what is controlled by other people and what is controlled by the self.
So typically a person that has experiences all of the types of sensations that that person’s brain can make concludes that the 5 senses can be controlled externally by other people and things, but the other sensations cannot be controlled like that. Logically the brain categorizes the differences being “of external reality” and being “of internal self” or “internal reality.” So the logicality of those two distinct regions of phenomena are categorized; hardwired, into the brain.
And that is what the brain’s logic develops like physically similar to a CPU perhaps full of logic gates, thus that is the mental prism or mental field that the mind is as it becomes expressed by this brain’s logic.
That is great…
…but what about the scz’s, right?
Okay…so…the scz’s in regards to their positive symptoms have at some point come to the conclusion that all of their sensations are capable of being influenced by external reality, and they have no control over it. They are “mentally open to the wind” or “transparent mental chat forums from head to toe,” and all can join in on their mental chat forum, and the scz’s cannot do anything to block that. They are what I’ve referred to as the “bugged syndrome” where everything in their mind is bugged to be analyzed by other people, things, and even places.
So obviously when a person is as irrational as they, they are hardwired to assume that all internal sensations are external in nature. Why they concluded that in their lives is a very important question, and it is a very sensitive one in my experience.
As illogical as they are, they cannot forget this distinct logicality no more than you could forget the language you have to speak every day, or how to drive when you have to drive every day, or your job when you have to work every day.
The scz is in an interlocked session with the extramente and it’s paradigmatic logic which displays it as being others than itself. It is a kind of self masturbation of the mental faculties with others managing some as though they were individual people each. It is certainly a impractical kind of thinking to be as simple and essential as I can be about it. Why do I say that? Because it is highly irrational in that these mental values do not represent in mental simulation any true values. On one hand it may be interesting for the person to be of one’s own company. On the other hand it has never done anything of any worth that can be shown for to anyone, and it probably can’t even be remembered by the one experiencing this with his or her extramente.
I personally…
…am having an awakening in my life.
This awakening has nothing to do with all of the irrational beliefs in ESP beings and so forth. I have stopped following quantum mechanics theory as well and many other theories. If a theory cannot be proven beyond a doubt by many around the world who are not affiliated with each other, then I will not allow it to be categorized by my mind’s logic as being the “shape of reality.”
I’m awakening now learned that what one believes can absolutely ruin what what is; a mind.
So…I’m much more careful about what I’m believing using the Trivium method to sort everything I see, hear, and sense out because others’ minds can fool themselves, they can be fooled by other people who were fooled, my own mind can fool me, and so I have to be diligent when it comes to breaking things down in to spoken/written grammar and “mental information” after reading or hearing people and experiencing what my brain has to say in it’s mental rhetoric, then reducing that down to the logical foundations piece by piece, realizing what I do know and don’t know about those basic components, and…
…then I will allow my brain to have what I have discovered.
If I have something true, false, or unverifiable, that’s the information I will MAKE my brain categorize the information as not allowing it to simply categorize things by feeling and honest hearsay from other random people.
I have fallen for political mind games, religious mind games, the science and medical industries’ mind games, corporate and government mind games, and even banking mind games which is tied back into political and religious mind gaming. I have fallen for people’s hearsay and personal influences. I have fallen for people’s foolishness around me who have fallen for others’ foolish influences too.
It has been like a storm of fools leading the lesser fool circling round and round until I had wound up in the streets. As I came back from the streets to get serious now injured mentally I there again wound up in something similar but from other angles.
After seeing so much of it as I have been dealt its blows from all kinds of angles in my life, I wind up knowing that I had been asleep so to speak.
By awakened I mean I have realized that we all have “ratiomente” as a pre-disposed state of being a consciousness, and we have various forms and mild to extreme degrees of extramente, and…
…it’s a subsequent part of reality that results from this former reality that people can be so fooled in masses and individually, so that they do not behave rationally or practically.
I have lived it. I have seen it. I have seen it being done intentionally from famous people to every day people around me who intentionally use this “truth” about the human mind.
If it weren’t for being so counter practical, it would be an immense and interesting phenomenon.
And here lately I have begun to awaken more and more from the sleep of mental malfunction to see more and more what the former reality used to be like when I was a kid such as not seeing things and everybody as telepathic beings including invisible ones. I shake my head at what I had become for so many years, but it’s true. I would see them and being controlled by them as quick as the light enters the eye upon opening the eye lid, and it was all a fraud.
I essentially defrauded myself to a large degree. I made my extramente become a working mental factory of sorts that could see everyone and everything as being telepathic in nature.
But now I’m returning, and I can see it coming back like it used to be before I became mentally ill.
All the while I had thought I was having spiritual experiences especially in the beginning. I realized I was scz, but it as hard to see it as being simply an irrational logicality that is being expressed in my extramente. Because I thought that the world was a big, long spiritual event, I could never let go of the possibility that this “extramente” of mine was someone else. I was socially obligated to my extramente, and this is highly illogical and most of all highly impractical. This will ruin your life most of all, but…
…who would want that?
How many people would want me to remain this way; mentally ruined?
No one…not one person has ever seen me in despair or in ruin, sat down, and talked to me about any of what is illogical about my mind, and what is the most rational way of using a mind. Instead I only received silence, ignored, shut out, and even fed more irrational nonsense just to be taken advantage of. I did fend off advantage seekers. I am as street smart as it comes to that kind of thing.
The way that I had seen and heard when I was young before my crazy life…
…was that my sight and hearing were not telepathic in nature or ESP at all. Some may see these senses and others as being technological in nature which is just as dangerous a kind of thinking as the former.
Since having awakened to logic especially the logicality of the human civilization’s minds and my own, it’s almost like a wall is crumbling around my inner self. It’s like I can relax more than I have been able to in many years. It’s like being afraid of something in the dark, turning on the lights, and relaxing because there’s nothing there.
These glimpses of rational sanity are amazing me, and I’ll keep reporting them as time goes on.
