After 3 years 7 months… I’ve come to the conclusion everything is fake… all we understand about this illness is literally the illness… because we’d never think from such a point of view without the illness… so the fakeness is the illness.
EVERYTHING IS FAKE… if you think again, it’s bloody fake… because you’d never think it if you didn’t have schizophrenia.
It is just a label and descriptions of our mood, thought and odd behavior.
our mood, though and odd behavior are the label … because without the Label, we wouldn’t have the odd mood thought behavior
I’m not sure if I’m interpreting you correctly, but it sounds kind of like progress? Imagining what other people would think of my delusions has been helpful to me. 
well at least you understand it… but am basically saying, everything about me thinking is about me voices too… so I just say this coz me voices making me think this. Like, why would I even be thinking of this? oh ya, I heard a voice that introduced the cycle
basically… half the things schizophrenics contemplate are literally because of a voice they’re hearing. without the voice, the thought would be non existent
I’m one of the lucky ones who don’t hear voices.
Yeah it’s ■■■■■■■■. No matter how at peace and content I am it can all be ruined by a single muttering of words. This is due to hoping for silence but expecting none. We are starved of silence.
Before your illness I bet you could sleep in the middle of a classroom or a train station.
Any normal thoughts I have are quickly stolen, twisted or shot down.
To me It’s a game to people. They get off on the fact they can hinder someone so easily. If the voices don’t fase me I’m quickly bombarded with images and frequencies. (But I’m “delusional”)
Hahahaha I do as well.
But no we have to take everything as a learning experience at the expense of dignity
just realized this the kinda thing the FBI monitor on the internet… so just for the record, I was inviting Gonehunting to join my army… I have a very big army
gotta go dark… FBI gonna try ping my IP address… probably gonna send a CIA agent lol
good knowing you all… if you don’t hear from me… tell the international media your fellow comrade is being held against his will in guantanamo bay
Yeah definetly a red flag haha. I’ve never became violent over my illness I’ve wanted to many times but I take pride in self control even if my mouth runs off at times .
but yea, talking based on some news story I’ve been reading… I read such things and wonder how the f0k does it happen… solution, kill the problem. Aka, join the army and bomb the f0kers out of the land
@Gonehuntin and don’t get me wrong, am not talking about ISIS… they just fools with guns… am talking about those mascarading as revolutionists yet they are the end to the problem, coz without them there would be no problem
I just find it extremely ■■■■■■■ weird that a gut can literally keep women in his basement and have children with them for like 8 years bit I can’t even take a piss without feeling someone is shoved up my ass
am talking about the chinese … they bloody taking over everything… bloody imperialists are repeating what Europe lived back in the old days… the rest of the world are the savages from the chinese point of view…
man, chinese… that guy that did that just one of the fools… chinese are the real danger
chinese no fools like them… chinese smart… they taking over evrything and the rest of the world too blind to see it