It’s hard to believe this world isn’t made for me when I know the future.
No such thing as coincidence
Everyone convincing me otherwise just wants me to be sedated again… I know the truth. Wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up
I’m spawned in my own body
do you take your meds my friend?
Not this morning it makes me too sleepy I slept 14 hours !!! Meds is what they want me to take anyway
Everyone is spying on me I will attack them
Something is not right here
please don’t do something you will regret later.
you can try taking your medicine until your body will adjust to the new meds or change them
do you have somebody to talk with?
Yes you are not taking your medication
You need it
I just didn’t take it this morning… taking it every night still…
I have no one to talk to… crisis chats not open this early in the morning :,(
I will go to class if I can move and draw some more
I cannot think
Properly
It’s so frusterating
He tells me to attack
Kill kilL kill kill kill kill killl
That’s what’s in my brain
Spilling my brain
Because I act normal anywhere else
But my brain
Is so chaotic
I cannot
attack what?..
THE girl across from me she’s a SPY
Watching me. Part of them. They don’t like it when I’m alone because I think too much. They get scared I’m going to uncover them
It is a delusion, nobody cares about us.
What if it’s not … if it’s the truth… I can’t tell anymore …
I will just go downstairs to work on my art and be away from this creature
it makes no sense, what should they gain by spying you? People are too avaricious and selfish to waste time for that…
There is no other people I amfhe only one
She is spying
Because that’s what she’s programmed to do
programmed by whom?