It’s comforting, that’s how you know it’s not real. My main voices just stopped for a second. Psychosis is crazy when it’s changing. I personally think I just got excited. Kind of worked up for some reason. I wish I had a good book to read right now.
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Main voices just went away again. I’ve been waiting for this moment for two years. Got a creepy other voice going right now but it’s pretty easy to ignore. Electrical activity in the brain. To complicated to remotely read even for a spiritual realm.
I’m clinging to my atheism pretty hard right now.
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You seem to be exploring.
This shits just happening totally involuntarily.
But you seem to be aware enough to follow it with your mind. You could go back to the antipsychotic before things get out of hand. Or maybe you need to learn what happens next and next. A continuing lesson.
Yeah I just want this illness to stop. I mean shits just ■■■■■■■ crazy now there is a supernatural intelligence(s) involved in my perceived reality.
I don’t think what I did was very bad. I’m certainly not alone in the perspective that got me into this mess.
Yeah, the antipsychotic should relieve you, though you might not have the clarity of mind.
These guys don’t seem like me at all.
I don’t understand.
I mean to make my mind or telepathic beings or whatever want me to die. Or to seriously ■■■■ with me.
sounds like the wrong rabbit hole. it’s no fun is it? I gotta go. My meds about to kick in. Sleep.
I suggest - take your meds + go to sleep.
Yeah dude. I take my meds in the morning. It’ll be a couple hours yet before I get some sleep. I just know that this ■■■■ ain’t fun anymore. No more late nights. No more caffeine.
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Sorry, I didn’t mean to sound dismissive.
Your alright man that would’ve been the best call.
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@BryanAshley pob is a woman. just thought I’d clear that up. Hope you are doing better with your meds and your voices.
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Yeah this is something I’ve learned from this forum. It’s so much more than just the vague list of symptoms you see in books or in class. Everyone’s brain is completely different, so everyone’s brain issues are too.
It’s why mental health is such a tricky field. America really likes blanket treatments and for mental health that just doesn’t cut it.
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I’ll try and remember that. Thanks juke. Slept a lot things are better.
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