I feel being hated by everyone and scared.
I know this. No one likes me.
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Welcome to the world of paranoia. This is just caused by the disease. Things will get better once the meds kick in.
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I hate this moment, I hate medication, I hate schizophrenia, I hate etc.
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It took me ages to accept schizophrenia too. But it’s a disease you have to fight. There’s a lot of different meds out there to try just in case you don’t get lucky first time too.
Give it a week or so. You should start to feel more stable again soon.
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I’ve tried a lot: Risperidone, Olanzapine, Quetiapine, Aripiprazole
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I hope so… Because I’m starting believe that I was better without meds, I was happy at least, and now I’m scared
Four isn’t that many. I’ve tried fluxatine, topamax, Depakote, gabapentin, Risperidone, propranolol, amitriptyline, and a few more I can’t remember. Finally, I found Geodon. You have only just started quietapine, so you don’t know yet how it will work for you. It might be perfect, once your body has time to adjust to it.
And you were not happy without meds. You were happy for a few days, then you were just hysterical and panicked.
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Yes, you are right, it was only few moments
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find something to distract yourself during times where you feel this way. statements like “everyone hates me” can be logically discredited by asking yourself, is it possible that EVERYONE hates me… prolly not. then go from there and continue to narrow it down and discount the phrase and then it will have no power.
Could it be because they hate everyone?
I’m confused, what do you mean?
Haha sorry I was talking about my (delusional?) misanthropy.
I often think, “everyone thinks i’m weird” I often have great reasons to back it up too. it’s hard to dig yourself out of a hole
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Some people are calling me weird. And when they do, I feel so alone that no one takes me seriously. So it makes me hate some people and life in general!
It’s better to be alone than to live with these people…
weird is pretty much the worst thing someone could say to me… my voices call me weird sometimes or fat. it’s hard to have a good self confidence with our illness.
I’m terribly afraid of being alone, it makes me feel suicidal
I absolutely agree. I wish I was that confident as I use to be. But now I’m just scared and paranoid maybe that is why they call me weird.
@johnny5 @zeno @everhopeful @Ninjastar - Do you think I’m weird? Or us? Some people are calling me weird.