Every ones bitch

[Truemist8]

I think it is horrid indeed.

I was bullied as a youngster and always disrespected.

Now I am recently 40 and still get disrespected by people.

My sister wrote me a bossy text bossing me about and I sent her a text telling her that’s not on and I am not ok with that.

My family disrespectme and my boyfriends friends and family too…

Every one seems to disrespect me.

I hope our instructor is not trying to retard me because I look very fat and regarded on a picture with my neigh.

Previous lesson I looked normal.

I go mute which people could see as submissive.

I truly am horrified at the vibe and way people treat me.

Like I am worthless trash.

I do not want to be everyone’s bit##.

I avoid people due to my symptoms but also because they distracted me.

My mans friends look down at me and think they are superior to me and I am the lowlife trash they look down upon and try bossing g around.

I am polite.

My religion (me myself and I have)

Tells me this is not truth.

I am da boss is what I reckon.

They might be trying to regard me even more do.

Every thing I learnt about stopping neigh has changed.

I can not remember it all.yet.we will get there.

I sent a text to my sister saying I’m not ok with it.

My father thinks they are superior and so does everyone else.

Everyone …

My whole life…

I will pray that my god helps me but it is not the true truth.

My boyfriend bosses me but I boss him too I reckon and he is loving and good to me and I love assisting him etc

Baaaaaas

[anon20318121]

God I wish I had a relationship. I do feel your pain though it’s terrible bring spoken down upon. Good for you standing up to it !!!

[Truemist8]

I apologise.

I have difficulties socialising with family too.

Was paranoid,delusional about them but it is better now but still have my moments…

I avoided them and isolated bugwang to have good relationships with them.

But I want them to treat me with respect etc

[everhopeful]

Yeah, you have to stand up for yourself sometimes.

[Truemist8]

Thankful that there are better ways gor nreigh and I and I will do my best to learn the
.
Thankful for the woman showing us.

My brain can not remember though.

It’s like when I learnt to knit the basic stitch I was forgetting for months …

This one simple stitch.

Today I know that stitch but nothing else and can not follow patterns.

I think I am brain damaged from schizophrenia and medication that does help and maybe by a hit to the head i had too.

I apologise for writing as I did.

I hate having my symptoms that I still get but not nearly as bad.

Thankful for improvements and thankful for all I have to be thankful for.

I have difficulties around socialising and dinners can torment me to the extent I have to excuse myself if I am not mute…,

I never fit in with any types of people.

I will just do my best.

Sorry

I am so sorry

Does not mean I do not love them

I do love them

But …

I do not have voices anymore

Thank ful for that

[Wave]

Feel better @Truemist8!

[SkinnyMe]

I am so sorry, @Truemist8, that you feel like everyone disrespects you. But I am sure that this is a delusion.

[anon1571434]

I still love you @Truemist8 You are the best!

[Truemist8]

Thank you!!’

Back at you and love to you guyzzz.

I have so much to be thankful for including you guys and to write such nice words to me on forum.

I am so sorry,

I want to appreciate you guys every day too.

I may pray to my god almost daily and say thank you for you fellow schizosss.

I will improve myself inside and out.

Sorry I have a lot of people treat me well aswell.

I will try my best to have good relationships with those who do not.

I can not speak up about it is it is psychological and attitudes etc

Like invisible wrPons they were using etc

It is better now.

I am so sorry.

I am want to be thankful every day.

Thank you for our food and drink and

Thank you for our schizo forum.