indubitably…it seams to do that this schizophrenia, piece here a piece there, with ever symptom another loss. can i say for certain it lost. when my head up in a cloud of medication. perhaps.
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I am sorry you are down dr. zen…are you suicidal? let us help…
We can’t expect to function at the same level as those who don’t have sz or take medications for it, but that doesen’t mean that we can’t achieve goals. I recently finished a distant learning course, but I had to use double the time it was supposed to take to get finished. It was sup to be 8 months, but I needed almost one and a half year.
I guess the best way to go about things is to start out with simple goals, it doesen’t have to be education, but it can be things like good rountines for getting up and going to bed, or going for a small walk each day.
I know meds and sideeffects can be a issue. I am switching my meds now because I have to many unpleasant side effects. If things are getting too difficult for you with the meds you should try to do something about it, take as few meds as possible, and lowest dose possible. If you feel that you are not getting anywhere with your current doctor, you could always switch to another one that can look at your situation with fresh eyes and perhaps have a better course of action for you.
Don’t give up. Hang in there.
I hope you are ok.
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I just smoke all day. And get to bed every couple minutes for some time. Other than that I*m just in front of my laptop. If I have no appointments, I just go out once or twice a week. It goes on like that for years. I have to much dark times. I’m thinking a lot, that if my father dies, I will be homeless. I will not take care to get a flat or any place.
Every day is kind of the same but lived through different emotions and delusions. Some delusions stay for years or months. They come, they go. I really am incapable of change. I was suicidal couple weeks ago. This comes every couple months or years. I always talk with my psychologist about that. I can’t hurt myself so nothing is going to happen. I’m just thinking for how long this struggle should last.
If you are feeling suicidal, please tell someone — a friend or family member, a teacher, a doctor or therapist or call 911 (if you’re in the U.S.) or the Emergency Medical Services phone number in your country.
You can also call a suicide prevention hotline—these are available in the U.S. and in many other countries.
International suicide hotlines:
Suicide hotlines in the U.S.:
https://www.thetrevorproject.org
More resources:
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I think its an illusion life could be any different. We are not throwing our lifes away even when it seems sometimes. Times like this we have a creative rest, i believe. Better days are on the way.
I’m important to a small circle of people. To them I matter.
İ want to live.its nonsense absurd pointless tragic but i want to live as long as i have money and health.its just life…
I feel you bro.
I threw my life away by not taking my education seriously. That’s like throwing a million dollars away. Or more.
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