I feel so much void inside. I just feel absolutely empty.
After going back on olanzapine, I’ve started to overeat and have increasing appetite. I wasn’t worrying about it as my weight dropped significantly, but now I’m obsessing over my new weight.
I don’t know why I’m so sensitive about my new weight, which is 49kg (108lbs). I’m 5’3’’.
I’m thinking of going on intermittent fasting to lower my weight to 106lbs. I seriously don’t want to start purging as I used to do in my early psychosis years. It was mainly the voices commanding me to purge to punish myself.
Should I change the meds to prevent me from overeating?
I just feel so much void for some reason. I feel absolutely empty and I don’t want to do anything.
My life is a mess.