Last year I was a Senior Insight Analyst, and I was driven to the point of overdose due to stress
This year I am a self-employed Landscaper, and I am being driven to the point of taking my life
Now I have been made an offer of employment back in data
Is it time to try it again at a new company, or do I kill myself as a Landscaper?
Really the employment specialist should be helping me sort this out, but like every support here in England, it has a timer on it and that ran out this month
Now I am alone in this decision making process that’s quite pivotal
I am deeply unhappy.
Have even considered not working at all, as it is making me ill to the point of breaking down
To be honest, my main problem is I put myself under too much pressure, but I do not know how to stop doing this…