Well in the last date I tried to look into his eyes but I couldn’t do it , I ended up looking at his mouth. So I kept looking at the food. So I had to explain why I looked at everything but him 
I don’t think I did it proper before so I’m embarasses
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Aaawwww that is so sweet Ish… Don’t worry, when the time is right he will take the initiative and lead you to a proper kissing experience. Or maybe he’s clumsy too ?? 
Don’t worry, it will somehow work out fine.
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Kissing is awkward the first few times you do it with a new person. Want to hear how my first kiss with my husband went?
It was the end of a date, and I had let him hold my hand earlier. We were standing there looking at each other. Suddenly, he started leaning in. I panicked, and turned my head at the last second so he ended up kissing my cheek. Then, I didn’t want him to think I didn’t like him, so I quickly turned my head back to kiss him on the mouth. At the same moment, he opened his mouth to apologize and I ended up kissing his teeth. It was so awkward and ridiculous. The movie representation of kissing someone for the first time is very misleading, in my opinion.
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I remember once kissing a girl for the first time and I missed her lips and kissed/licked her nose.
Was fuggen gross
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The very first time a boy kissed me, I screamed and ran away, then found my best friend and shouted, “I got kissed!!!” My mouth tasted funny, like someone else’s mouth, and I couldn’t deal with it. I had to brush my teeth.
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He says he doesn’t know what he’s doing but he’s coming out more and saying things like wanting to kiss and hug and it makes me a little uneasy but I’m guessing it’s natural at this point.
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That’s the sweetest thing I ever heard even though it was awkward for you but you ended up husband and wife 
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If it makes you uneasy, you should be up front with him about that. It is totally acceptable to take things as slowly as you’re comfortable with.
It makes me uneasy but these feelings are unknown to me and I feel totally
Most guys online have been idiots and to be honest it makes me tad uneasy he says these things and makes sexual ibuendos but we’re adults and it’s normal. We’ve been talking quite a while so I’m ok with it slowly.
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You should never try to force yourself to be okay with something if you’re not actually okay with it. For all you know, he might feel uneasy about it too, but he’s doing it because he thinks it’s expected of him. Talking about things always helps.
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I’ll ask to take a step back but I don’t think I want him to even though it’s an unknown territory I feel I really like him. I’m not sure uneasy is the right word. It’s just hard to separate him from the rest when he talks like that. But relationships involve sex. And it’s normal. Plus we’re taking it slow too.
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Okay. Just as long as you feel like your needs are being met.
I used to have a problem with constantly pretending I was okay with things moving more quickly than I was actually comfortable with. I ended up doing a lot of damage to myself, and I felt permanently unsafe, even though my partners weren’t intentionally trying to hurt me. I just don’t want you to go through the same thing. But if you’re comfortable with trying to move forward, then I’m happy for you.
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Thank you 
the only thing I’m worried is is it normal in 2.5 months to want things to progress or is it part of my illness and hyper sexual tendencies
It’s perfectly normal to be wanting more Ish. You’re at an age when most women have a fulfilling sex life. Your body has needs too and it’s ok. 2.5 months is neither fast nor slow, it depends on the situation. Don’t skip steps though and jump in bed with this guy, like you did with some moron in the past. Start with kissing and cuddling a lot… get comfortable with each other. That would be my advice.
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That makes a lot of sense. I need to get used to him being there emotionally and physically 
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This is the cutest thing I’ve ever heard 
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