The other day when I met him I was having some trouble looking at his face. Then when we got home I told him why I kept looking around. He said he was wondering why I kept looking at the food. I told him that I couldn’t look into his eyes because my eyes kept focusing on his lips and it was embarrassing hence why I kept looking at the food. And how my heart kept feeling weird. He says that makes him smile all day when he thinks about what I said so yeah he said that was our first date. We met two times before.
I also went a bit far and told him I feel things for him sexually and I think I said too much but he took that well.
Well yeah we talk about sex now although I’m not sure if it’s too soon. But there’s a difference between saying and doing and he wants to wait as do I until we both ready.
yes he wants to get past the hugging and kissing first as he knows it’s difficult for me. And he doesn’t have much experience either so he tells me he will be awkward with kissing.
I like we talk about all things. If it’s uncomfortable we happy to revisit the topic to talk. Communication feels like the best part. And that’s what’s making it work so far. I feel.
Communication is so important. I never communicated with any of my partners before my husband. With him, it was just so easy to say things that I had always held inside before. And it made me actually learn to trust him.