Earliest delusions

I thought that I can receive microwave signals … but then it was not so as I learned … what was your earliest delusion ?

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That my mother had listening devices in my bedroom. I was about 17.

Already in my childhood we had a saying ‘even walls have ears’ … my sister studied in the Soviet Union in the 1980s and every time we called her we wondered ‘was the KGB listening’ … well that was that era of the mankind …

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My first delusion was that my wife was having an affair. It transformed to she was also trying to drug/poison me to get rid of me.

My first delusion was that people could see through the door of my room at college and tell what I was doing in my room. I thought the people outside my door were talking about me constantly. I’d get really mad about it.

To this day, I still struggle with the fact that I believe I have superpowers and I’m the chosen one by God. :sob:

The only superpower I thought I had was super hearing. I thought that I could hear people outside and their conversations.

I got the whole package!
Thinking I could fly one day
I can shoot lasers out my hands
Invisibility, etc

Hope you get to subside those delusions soon and if you have, celebrate!! :smile:

I guess watching superhero movies is a trigger for you then.

I could fly…

that my parents was trying to kill me, but before that it was while I was working at Walmart that I thought people were after me so I hid in the clothes racks.

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been there - I think it’s a normal reaction for people to run when they go to get a shirt and the rack moves…:confounded:

I still think I’m in the “early stages,” so I don’t have too many to speak of.

My first delusion was that I was being followed by a red car, I took pictures of the car.

That this group of hippie ravers were out to get me
They put me on a 3 month fear thing since putting me on a bad trip
Think the whole 3 months was prodrome
Although this was prob cannabis related

First one I remember is the TV sending me messages. Not just me… Everyone. I feel like everything that happens to me happens to everyone too. Like they get messages from the TV, they hear other peoples thoughts, everyone knows something. I’m just the only one that will say something about it for some reason.

I also remember thinking I was seeing family members on the TV. Idk how the hell they got on TV but they were there. I thought it was some big special thing… I don’t even know. Its hard to remember. I feel like my memories been shot a little :frowning:

That the evil spirits will infiltrate my mind and soul.
(This was partly due to my mom’s strict Pentecostal influence and talk of the Holy Spirit and deliverance from demons.)
The TV and messages on it also featured but I don’t remember much about that one.

Same here. I believed that my ex was unfaithfull and that she tried to get rid of me. I believed she sabotaged the tyres of my car in order to make an accident and that she poisoned my hand cream and other stuff.

causing a miscarriage of a family member with my thoughts at age 11.

Was pretty bad because it stuck in my head for about a decade.